mr.big
Well-Known Member
I been debating on posting this or not but screw it here goes ,,
I have had trouble with my right shoulder,arm ,neck and headaches for a long time and been getting a lot of pain killers and nerve pills from the Dr for longer than I want to admit,,long enough that I couldnt quit takin them and function,
July 14th I broke down and just stopped everything cold turkey,,by July 20th I was admitted to the hospital in a medical detox center,,by July 27th I was in Oxford ,Ms. rehab center for 32 days until release on Aug 28th..I been home 2 weeks now and just starting to get to where I feel like doing anything that I dont absolutely have to,,,
the first 10 days I thought I might actually die and the second 10 days I didnt give a crap if I did,,it was really good my wife stayed by me the whole time until I got to the hospital or I am not sure what would have happened as I was in some kind of cloud that I cant remember what did happen,,
I am doing the 25 trips to an IOP now and plan on doing whatever I need to to not have to go through that crap coming down again,,,
I posted this here as the guns forum has been kinda my home here for the past 17 years or so,,I really fell great now and got my 6PPC out this morning for the first time since I got home and man I cant wait to get to a match and shoot without the blurred vision and slow reaction times I been fighting the last pretty good while,,
20 shots from today without any kind of drug for 57 days,,,shot the 2nd dot first from cold clean bbl then 3rd and 4th and the 1st dot was last,,,,I think my concentration may be coming back!!
I have had trouble with my right shoulder,arm ,neck and headaches for a long time and been getting a lot of pain killers and nerve pills from the Dr for longer than I want to admit,,long enough that I couldnt quit takin them and function,
July 14th I broke down and just stopped everything cold turkey,,by July 20th I was admitted to the hospital in a medical detox center,,by July 27th I was in Oxford ,Ms. rehab center for 32 days until release on Aug 28th..I been home 2 weeks now and just starting to get to where I feel like doing anything that I dont absolutely have to,,,
the first 10 days I thought I might actually die and the second 10 days I didnt give a crap if I did,,it was really good my wife stayed by me the whole time until I got to the hospital or I am not sure what would have happened as I was in some kind of cloud that I cant remember what did happen,,
I am doing the 25 trips to an IOP now and plan on doing whatever I need to to not have to go through that crap coming down again,,,
I posted this here as the guns forum has been kinda my home here for the past 17 years or so,,I really fell great now and got my 6PPC out this morning for the first time since I got home and man I cant wait to get to a match and shoot without the blurred vision and slow reaction times I been fighting the last pretty good while,,
20 shots from today without any kind of drug for 57 days,,,shot the 2nd dot first from cold clean bbl then 3rd and 4th and the 1st dot was last,,,,I think my concentration may be coming back!!