Hi....its "her" And all joking aside......i know that you are beyond frustrated phillip- i am too. I dont know how i have caught on so quickly to the outdoors. And i think with that its hard to keep in mind i have not been hunting since childhood and i have literally only shot not even a couple dozen times all firearms combined. To top it all off for whatever reason i do everything backwards of what every hunter including you has been taught since forever.

I can seriously shoot the smallest of targets off sage grass in a field using iron sights, but i cant hit a huge target right in front of me.
I hit a target 50x in a row the very first time in my life i picked up a compound bow-shooting right handed using only my left eye, but a sighted in gun with a scope-couldnt even hit an elephant!
I dont know why, but i promise you one thing- i wont quit. I am not a quitter and i love hunting more than i could have thought possible! What hurts my heart the most is not the frustration of not succeeding, getting the pay off of working so hard, or getting an opportunity and leaving empty handed. Its that look of disappointment written all over my boyfriends face- i let him down. In addition to letting myself down because i love it so much and i try hard..... to ultimately fail. I will just keep trying and when it is meant to be it will be. My boyfriend has taught me so much about the outdoors and about life. I am so blessed that he introduced me to the outdoors and that he loves me so much that at every opportunity he is by my side helping me learn and grow. Maybe Phillip's patience will hold until my time comes